I was at work yesterday and released that over the years nothing much has really changed in my life, apart from taking painkillers, having had major surgery and all that comes with meso but there I was still sitting at my desk where I have been for at least the last 24 years.
Its past 12 years since I first collapsed at work where I couldn't get any oxygen and my lung felt totally stuck, but in those 12 years my life in its day to day routine hasn't really altered that much, apart from if I don't feel right or am cold I just don't go to the office.
How could I not be lucky having such a great hubby and when you look at this fellow how can you not smile when he comes bounding over like an exocet missile.
The worry of this cancer and its growth is never far away from us, even if we don't think about it or mention it, someone throughout the day will. My new approach is to have a picture in my mind to make me smile.
Countdown is on for Steve's next X-Ray, I like the rest of your readers are rooting that the results are once again stable so you can relax for Christmas.
To everyone else with meso I hope that your results are stable or at worst be the same as me, slow growing just wish we could starve it!
Have a good day